the greatest battles are those in the mind.

finally home. and bathed ((:
kinda late; well, im not a nightie person.

worked from 11.30 to 5.30 today.
ate their beef noodles soup.
calvin cooked it for me.
didnt really like it.
but still, the beef balls are nice ((:
this girl whom ive known for around 4 days, seen her twice(during work) asked me out tomorrow.
yup, im not working tomorrow.
cecilia whose brain does not work well with her mouth agreed.
then she started to ask if ive got a digital camera.
i was like.. eh. ya.
then she ask me to bring.
then she ask if my phone can take pictures,
so again.. eh. ya.
i was feeling kinda weird, so i told her my sister is going for a dinner tomorrow, so she might be using it.
(i didnt really wanto bring it)
she told me to try asking larr.
so again. orh. okayy.
then.. "your house got computer ma"
so again.. er. yar.
seriously, all these question doesnt hurt or what.
but i really don feel comfortable with all these.
like why does going out with you lead to all these irrevelent questions.
and when my brain starts to work, i was like,
hey. why am i so silly to agree going out with someone i barely know.
and yes, i feel totally uncomfortable.
then when i was at the farewell party,
i received this message from her, reminding me not to forget im going out with her tomorrow.
well, a friendly reminder, making me feel more uncomfortable.
maybe its just me being over sensitive.
and yup, i lied.
i told her im having something on tomorrow.
kinda bad right? i would want the person to tell me straight if he/she doesnt wanto go out with me. but i dont know how to put it in words, so, this lie.
im feeling sorry that i lie, but. yup. ...

back to the farewell party.
was super disappointed, and a lil' angry.
well, i wasnt the only one feeling that way.
but imagine a FAREWELL PARTY for SENIORS, with JUNIORS cooking for THEMSELVES, enjoying THEMSELVES, not really bothering much with the seniors.
this might not apply to all but, well, the majority.
the vice chairman wasnt even there.
food were pathetic.
unmarinated chickens. unmarinated prawns with the intestine intact, wrapped in the aluminium foil, some fish balls, some crab meat sticks, some mashmellows, a lil' bee hoon.
yup, thats all.
we ASKED for food.
got entertained with by some chao tah hot dogs
and tadah. thats the end of the story.
then we decided to go down and cook on our own.
and guess what we saw?
2bbq pits, juniors crowding around it.
cooked and eat them.
yup. they didnt cook for us.
wonderful aint it?
saw the food, kinda disgusted.
so little to choose from.
no satay. no otah.
all these are like basic bbq food.
whats worse?
the unmarinated chicken.
totally disgusting. i doubt they even wash it before cooking.
and my $12 of dance funds gave me 5mouth of beehoon, 2mashmellow, 1 hotdog, 2 pepsi.
yup, 12bucks for all these shit treatment

BBQ VS MARINA STEAMBOAT
$12 VS $12- DRAW
LITTLE SELECTION VS A GREAT VARIETY- MARINE WINS
UNMARINATED VS MARINATED- MARINA WINS
SMELLY HAIR VS SMALLY HAIR- DRAW

therefore, MARINA WINS.

one of my junior passed me two sticks of crabmeat stick.
then i was like "oh. for me ar? thanks yoga."
and guess what was his reply?
"no! u help me make."
what the hell? am i there to enjoy, or slog my life away for him?
they were lack of sincerity too.
the whole thing seems so unprepared.
and when the venue was changed to coastasands resort, most of us were not informed.
i happened to enter their blog last night and found out.
we used to try and coordinate with the dates our senior can make it, when we did the farewell last year.
and this year?
we have to coordinate with THEM.
the cards were wrapped, but greetings on it was not written by every committee member, and some dance members.
they should either make it for everyone to sign, or just the committee members.
this just make it seem like they did it last minute.
this whole affair just seem like a failure to me. or maybe, we expected too much.

but still, seniors had our share of fun. ((:
the number range we played together in the room with the fun dice shasha brought. ((:
and the time we spent after we left the chalet at the drinks and food store.
that is what i call enjoy.

but still, thanks alot for giving us a farewell party. ((:

anyway, happy birthday stella. ((:

kinda late alr.
off to sleep. have to go take care of my granny tomorrow morning.
and did i mention?
granny will be out of the hospital next tuesday! ((:




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